Thanks Janey,
It's people like you and the other lovely ladies here that have helped me keep it together for the most part and I know that you know how grateful I am. There are not going to be "days to myself" and besides, I would drive myself nuts in a matter of hours anyway. I've just been asked to work 2 days a week, I've also been asked to teach someone MYOB (that will be fun if she has no bookkeeping knowledge...not) and of course my studies.
Yes I understand that when I'm tired I just have to stop, have me time and sleep and yes I will behave (or try to).
Fortunately for me my mum has been trained (by me) in several facets of what I am studying. She's very good on media law and not too shoddy on taxicology either. She writes the quizzes and puts huge red crosses on the wrong answers. I can ask her to help me if my brain decides to have a snooze.
My port goes in on Friday morning and then I will be ready to go for chemo next Wednesday.
Cas xx ((((huge hugs))))