Hi Jen.. Thanks for your support... I actually missed your comment I went offline for a while realing from everything that was going on.. Yes it is hard travelling to Perth for every appointment.. and it doesn't help when they get it wrong... I have had my surgery and thought I was OK... Had a MX on the left breast with TE and told Sentinal node was clear but with my last appointment they said "Sorry" but path has come back with a small amount of cancer so you have to go back to surgery... Couldn't believe it... So off I go back to Perth on the 20th May for node clearance and not looking forward to it... I know I'm not alone and so glad for these forums.. even if no one listens.. its just nice to vent a few things that are on your mind... oh by the way I'm North of you... Geraldton Born and Bred.. :)