More sadness....

Hi Celeste, I have just seen your post...and i cant believe it! oh my what a horrible week you have had! And to get the news that way when you were about to pick up your daughter from her 1st day of high school! Gosh, you have had the week from hell I bet! My initial diagnosis being only in October, feels very clear, and I remember that dreaded fear, shaking and feeling of being inside a bubble, watching everyone & everything around me, but not feeling a part of it...it is truly horrible. And now this is your 3rd time of having your whole world being taken out from under you! You are very strong indeed to not have fallen on the floor!! Only having met with you the once, I can tell you will fight this with every fibre of your being! I hope you are still able to go to your 'mindfullness' course, as I'm sure some inner strength, rallying, & focussing on the here & now will help you get through this heartbreaking time. Your pink ladies have given some great advice like joy and Amanda's info, and clearly there are lots of good advice from 'more experienced' ladies, but I want you to know I will also say many prayers for you and your daughter, and I am sending you lots of love. I will also send you positive vibes, incase you are struggling to find some at the moment. Lots of love, thinking of you, Sam xoxo