i am so happy you are clear, what a terrible stressful 5 years. i suppose i just don't have that emotional attachment to mine - apart from breast feeding my babies, they have really just been a source of discomfort and i was sooo excited to have the reduction finally. i imagine mastectomy and reconstruction are far more extensive than my reduction but i didn't findt that any where near as bad as i had been warned it would be, so i suppose i am just thinking i will cope much better with recovery from major surgery, than feeling like i have a ticking time bomb inside me