Mixed emotions

Hi NICD,

You are so right I got an email from my dad's cousin last night letting me know how strong I am and how proud of me they are, it made me get very emotional I think it's because things are changing so fast which makes it hard the hair loss is the worst but I'm going to get my hubby to shave it off about mid week because it gets me down more than anything and he noticed my hair is losing it's colour and going grey now I used to colour my hair but because of chemo I can't and my brunette hair is going grey but at least I got it cut short, I think we need to be prepared when we find out what we're facing, letting emotions flow I usually do at night when I'm alone because I can have a cry without my daughter seeing me get upset she's 9 and 1/2 and extremely smart but she's in tune to what's going on we've never kept it a secret we are honest with her when she asks but don't want to overload her with to much info. I know it will pass and bc is not who I am it's just a part of me at the moment, hope to chat soon sending a cuddle and a smile Anitaxx