Understand @LMK74 - have had 3 GA this year - 2 for bc ops.Its ok to be tired - allow yourself rest any opportunity you get most things can wait - lets others pick up as much of the load as you can.When you are ready may be think about a bc support group or bc activity like Encore provided by YW CA to meet others - this is a wonderful site but also wonderful to see someone you know has bc doing normal stuff around your area and having the occasional chat in the supermarket - made me realise life goes on and so would I.