u poor thing @Silverlining u have been through a huge surgery, u will be in pain, probably feeling off from the anaesthetic and have the biggest whirlwind of emotions. U will probably find the strangest things will set u off but if u need to cry to ahead. I had a lumpectomy, partial mastectomy and then full right sided mastectomy in the first 2 months of this year with auxiliary lymph node removal and I hwve just finished my chemo. I haven’t cried much apart from a couple of big things turned me in to a blubbering mess but I have found the support of this forum to be amazing. Rely of the support of your family and friends, get lots of gentle hugs and maybe consider some counselling in the future like I am planning on doing. Sending u big, huge hugs xoxox