Big hugs to you Kel, it is tough and your emotions are all over the place after surgery, but cry when you need to, dont bottle it up.
Each day will get just a little bit better, short outings out really help. The change of scenery keeps you sane. Let the frustration of not being to do the things you normally do just wash over you, I cant believe I used to be in tears that I couldnt go to work and be normal....:). Now after 8 weeks back at work after 6 months off I think I was crazy....lol. Good luck with all your results, I will be thinking of you, Love jackie.....and as my beautiful best friend said to me.....Be gentle with yourself!