masectomy

I was diagnosed with DCIS in March 2010 and with horrid family history chose to have bilateral mastectomy in July 10.

I made my decision probably 23 years ago when my Mum at 48 had her second breast cancer - her 1st was at 36.  As a daughter, I decided that I was not going to put my children through what I watched my Mum go through, nor did not want to have to fight like she did.  She is now 71 and has been cancer free for over 20 years which has been the biggest inspiration for us all.

The decision for me was "easy" and I felt a weight was taken from my shoulders as i had always viewed my boobs as ticking timebombs.

However no matter how much i was prepared, it is an experience that you cannot know exactly how you will feel and how you and your husband will deal with it.

I have days that i wish my boobs felt like they used to and that my chest wasn't numb.  I look and feel my reconstructed boobs and wonder if I will ever really get used to them!

BUT I never regret the decision I made!

Is such a personal thing and without a crystal ball, we have to make decisions based on what is in our own head and heart and how WE feel. The feelings will change from day to day and year to year, but at the end of the day it is our own body and regardless of what options we take, we will learn to live with it for the rest of our LONG healthy lives!

Keep sharing your thoughts as there is much experience within this network who will listen and happily share with you.

Bye

Leanne x