Hi Jessica, It is an amazing learning curve, and you learn surprisingly quickly. I understand about this issue of a bit of knowledge, as I am a nurse, so every possible scenario has been played out in my mind. My little bit of knowledge freaked me out when the surgeon told me i had grade 3 cancer. My mind said stage 3, which was worse than the stage 2, I had. In my panic I rang my sister, also a nurse, who in turn rang my mother a nurse as well. I was dead and buried, before my daughter a radiographer sat down and collected the data and said that I couldn't be stage 3, but possibly he meant grade 3, and I got it mixed up. I try very hard now not to try and guess the outcomes, because I remember that fear like it was yesterday. Love Chris xx