Hi Shezz. You have been through enough without this man putting his insecurities onto you. I think you will find what the others have said is correct. It was not really about your body but the cancer. He isn't worth it. I know that is still hard for you, but try not to let him affect your confidence and get you down. Life is beautiful .....so keep living it. Don't let this man win. Hopefully you have good friends around you who will keep you positive. I know without mine I would of struggled. I'm only out of hospital yesterday after a double mastectomy/ reconstruction. I lost my partner a few years ago and doing this on your own is tough but we are strong woman and I think BC makes us realise there is so much more to life and how important it is to be alive and enjoy each day . So I wish you every happiness