yes it is a rough ride you have been on. It is hard to get your head around managing the physical side effects such as painful sex and dealing with the lack of desire that either accompanies it or exists by itself. The guilt that can come with it where we feel so sorry for our partners just confuses me at times.
Good to hear you are seeing a physio. There are quite a few posts on here where women have tried various remedies for vaginal skin issues and painful sex. I hope there is something there that will help you.
As for libido - I am still looking for something that will help me with that. It is hard not to mourn for that previously easy passion I had. Not giving up though. Someone one day will find something that helps. Thank you for joining into the forum. We are a friendly bunch and the anonimity that the blogging gives us helps when we are discussing such personal topics.
Love Julie