@Karenhappyquilter. I'm not sure it was worth it. 10 years ago I was able to work through AC, mastectomy and reconstruction. I was so conflicted about chemo this time. TC is a shit of a program and I have no confidence in it; I succumbed to pressure from family and friends and now know I have made a huge mistake.
My life as it is sucks. There is no way I can sell myself in an overcrowded job market when I can't walk because chemo crippled me. This disease will still kill me, now I will die in pain and poverty.