Jennt28
13 years agoMember
Loneliness
Loneliness is the thing for me. I am surrounded by people but am always alone.
Once my wonderful husband kissed me good luck and I started being wheeled into surgery last December, I was alone. With...
It was one thing I realised on this journey.
I had a fear of being alone, but after BC came divorce and starting all over again.
It is ok. I learnt to ask for help if / when I needed it. I did get depressed after treatment and adjusting to the way my body was reacting, and out of control with flushing, as well as how much could I use my arm after surgery. I was in a bad place, but eventually sought help. Now I am ok, but it took a while. It is not uncommon to be overwhelmed by it all. I urge you to seek help if necessary. Not sleeping can afffect you too, so hoping you can work it out soon.
Do not give up; keep searching.
All the best of luck to you,
Kathy. OOXX.