Jennt28
13 years agoMember
Loneliness
Loneliness is the thing for me. I am surrounded by people but am always alone.
Once my wonderful husband kissed me good luck and I started being wheeled into surgery last December, I was alone. With...
I play on my computer in the middle of the night - listening to music and playing games, or just surfing the Net. Of course having this place to come now is wonderful too ! I am making copious lists of the places I want to go to on another trip - if we can. Sometimes half the fun is in the plan.
I have some amazing friends who I KNOW will be with me if and when I need them. One of them I can phone at 3am and she will answer. They are special and I am lucky. I have radiation to come, maybe some drugs but won't know till next week. If I'm around in the middle of the night and you're here I'll be here with you.
Hang in there.
Keitha