Loneliness

Hi Jen

You put in to words how I feel and I am sure a lot of other people feel or have felt as they travel through this journey.  I have been travelling this road since last November and will be for quite a few months to come.  I am heading to Perth for my "set up' for radiotherapy next week. I have one Taxotere (nightmare) chemo to go in a couple of weeks, then a break and then 7 weeks of Radiotherapy.

 I have so many wonderful family and friends who worry about me and ask about me and help me in any way they can BUT I believe I am still alone.  Family and friends travel along side you on this journey where they can but they can't travel it for you or understand how you feel (that is if we are feeling anything as I know a lot of the time I am not feeling at all) as you travel the highs and lows.  Some days I feel every possible emotion I can feel but most days I feel nothing because I don't know what to feel.  I just get through each day as it comes.

It is a lonely road but there is light at the end of the tunnel and we have to keep  driving towards that light and we will get there one day I am sure.

We are not alone when we are on here talking with our pink sisters :-)

Mich xo