living with fear

I know excactly how you feel ! I am coming up to my 12mth check up and am dreading going for my mamogram and ultra sound. I have just had some tests for some "dodgy lumps" my onc found (all clear thank goodness) but I now find myself boxing shadows! I am constantly checking my other breat ( I had a mastectomy on my right side) and find lumps and bumps all over the place. I no longer feel confident in my body . I have never been an anxious person but now I am. However I am told that this is all perfectly normal and with time will pass. I sure hope so , this has been the worst year ever. Thank goodness for this site it has been a life saver for me. There is always someone who knows what you are going through, questions answered and just great support from ladies who have walked the walk. Keep in touch and let me know how you are going . Hugs Hilary xxx