The most frustrating thing is people get over you having cancer but you and me and others are the ones that don't really ever get over it. Every scar every sweat is a reminder of cancer, I know we need to get on with it but I think a bit of self indulgence is good, no one will understand like the ladies here, so good on you for venting. I wanted to punch my husband out this morning, I'm 4 years down the track but I now have a rare blood cancer, flying is risky so no long flights, he said when we go to Greece, I said I will never be able to go, he said be quiet I don't want to hear it! He's lucky he's alive after that quote I can tell you. Take care adean