Thank you for coming back online. I think of you often and wonder how you are going. That is not the news you would have expected after chemo. From my perspective, I will never have chemo again. You are not the first person to come through chemo and it hasn't worked how it should have. So far so good with me but who knows. My latest scans have been okay. Did you get any chemo after affects? I am like a very old lady morning and night with very stiff joints. My MO swears that it would not be caused by the chemo!!!!!! but the oncology nurses say that it can happen to people quite often. I am so sorry that this has happened to you but I am very proud of your attitude - you keep fighting and whatever decisions that you make will be the right ones. Please keep coming online to let me know how you are progressing. XLeonie