Thank you Jacqui ??
I am OK now as writing it all down helped not keep it bottled uo inside so I took my time today focusing on me. Even went out for a mani and a pedi... Something I had not done in years and then for a nice drive in the sun which helped refocus my energy.
Won't lie and say I am not dissapointed about the two people I should be able to rely on the most but I am OK with things the way they are and in a way this is probably better for me in a long run so I know where I stand and can plan both for Monday and for my future long term as determined more than ever to get through Chemo regardless of what my immune system feels like throing my way on the day.
Jel.
