Just over it all - need to sook before going to 1st Chemo alone

I feel so badly for you, and hope that writing all of this down and expressing your fear and your anger helped.  You never need to apologise for venting your feelings on this forum.  We have all felt the terror of our diagnosis and anger that it happened to us, and all been frightened in varying degrees of the treatment, so you know that we are very supportive of you as you face starting your treatment on Monday.

My prayers go with you. ??????. Please keep us posted on your progress as you go through treatment.