Anita,
Yes its a scary ride all I can say is don't let the cancer define who you are. Sounds like you have awesome support network, great hubby, children and breast cancer care nurse hat trick sweet.
Let them take the information in for you. You will start asking questions and understanding more in your own time, It took 5 times and 3 different people to explain to me what triple negative breast cancer means but eventually got it. I have no hormone receptors and was aggressive Grade 3 also in the node. It messed with the wrong chick as I kicked its butt as a single mum with 2 children aged 14 & 11, my 8 year partner ran away.
The waiting game is hard and the unknown is hard but my big advice is wake up in the morning and enjoy each and every moment as the Drs and nurses will control the big C theres not a thing we can do other than love and live life and it most definitely changes your views on allot of things. Love and light Anita :) still hard yes but set yourself goals and do that list we all had that says one day ill do that :)
