It's scary stuff...
I lay in bed awake at night...is this chemo working? Is the Herceptin working? Are the tumours shrinking? ...Stable? Is this cancer spreading?...to my brain? bones? liver? skin?...Or has the whole lo...
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Hi Celeste,
You are doing a great job ! If I could change the diagnosis I would. You seem such a lovely person, and it's not fair you have to deal with this.
I am confident you are doing all you can to " fight " and keep searching for the truth; who knows, new treatments are happening all the time.
I am due for another double mammogram and ultrasound soon. I still get anxious about it, and am glad when it is over for an other year. I keep my fingers crossed everytthing will be ok. But after a diagnosis of BC or ABC, things are not the same. Life is different. You look at life differently I mean.
All we have is today, so here's hoping you have a nice day, and also a nice Xmas.
Believe me when I say, you have inspired people now, with your honesty and courage.
Hope you can sleep too. I take meds now ( discomforts, sleep, flushes, thoughts ).. probably always will....I go in second gear mostly too. Learning to " let go " and " accept" helped.
TC, Kathy.