It's been awhile...

Sorry to hear you've been having have a tough time.I  wish I could tell you that your experience was unusual or that you are over the worst of it.But I can't and it seems that rarely does this bc ride go according to plan. After my mastectomy I got a seroma that had to be drained twice a week for 5 weeks so it's not uncommon.My surgeon did it and I didn't feel a thing so I was lucky in that respect.About 10 days after my first chemo I got a temp and a gum infection and ended up in isolation ward for 4 days on iv antibiotics.The cannula was placed in the middle of my right arm so I couldn't bend it - that stay was a real hoot!! Yes,your scalp will become downright sore when the hair starts to fall out.It can be distressing ,even though we know it's going to happen.Some women embrace "bald"-I sure didn't. So feel free to vent when it happens cos I understand. On chemo,my mouth felt like it was lined with fur and the only things I could eat were lemonade icypoles,lemon cordial,vegie soup and crackers.How scary to have an anaphylactic reaction.The staff will be on guard and may offer you an antihistamine or something next time.If you struggle to cope with some of these treatments( we often do) then you can always see a psychologist. Also venting your feelings here helps too. I hope you are feeling better soon.Sending hugs - Tonya xx