Insomnia

Hi Marlee,

 I have found this round of chemo a bit harsher than the first but that's okay and I find I tend to have a cry at night when I am alone sometimes it doesn't help but at least I am letting it out which is the main thing yes I have had some tough times in my life but I feel it has made me stronger sometimes but I feel with bc being strong really sometimes is hard, my friends have to deal with their own feelings there is nothing I can do to help them I have enough to deal with I am looking forward to seeing my cousin in a few weeks she's flying to Darwin from Sydney to give me something to look forward to so whenever I'm down I think of her we are very close and we have not seen each other since 2007 when we moved to Darwin and she hasn't seen Angelena since she was 1 so I have lots to look forward too. I slept the whole night last night as I took 1/2 a pain killer for the bone pain and I didn't wake up until 6.00am what a blessing, I might sign off for now as I am feeling a little tired I hope to chat soon sending you a cuddle and a smile Anita xxx??????????