Hi Narelle I am sorry to hear about the negative reactions it's bad enough having to put up with all the waiting for results & treatments.
Your comments of your Dr brings to my mind when I saw mine after the mastectomy, I said would you like to look & see how the scar is healing, her reply was oh no as though she was afraid of looking & screwed her nose up. My reply to that as I took my shirt off was I'd rather you did, when I told hubby he said maybe it's time for a new DR.
Wishing you well with your treatment & remember we are here for you.
Sending a big hug.
Eileen xx