Im new at this...

Hi @Blossom1961 and suburbangirl Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou with all of my heart for your wonderful kind words and brilliant support. It’s been rough just like everyone else and I’m having hard time I keep asking why me again? The first time was kidney cancer and I thought then I was right after they took it out and did not have any treatment but this time it’s really doing my head in and I feel really pissed off! Like why again I do not drink I do not smoke I do not do drugs and BANG HERE WE GO AGAIN! I keep telling myself everyday I will get through this but yet the thought of Chemo still scares the crap out of me especially since from the beginning the surgeon said I did not have to have it and now I do. I just was not prepared for all of this and the massive huge words the surgeon has said and I just do not understand half of it and I’m scared  But knowing all of you are here I truely appreciate it and I’m sorry for my little rant 🥺🥺