Im new at this...

Hi @TerriSteve and welcome to this very supportive group of people. I am not sure how you stop this whole thing of getting to you. I think I just rolled with each test and treatment in a complete daze. Keeping yourself occupied seems to be what the majority do and suggest. Find your favourite hobby and throw yourself into it. We will support you every step of the way so if you have any questions or fears please feel free to ask. A lot of ladies drive out into the country and scream. Sending big hugs as you navigate through. We are stronger than we think.