Hi Debbie thank you for your response. Sorry to hear you don't feel very well, hope your feeling better soon. Good luck for Fridays visit to the Oncologist, you will be fine. You have made some very big decisions and come through this far, i think your amazing, as are all these ladies that have been through this. It definitely takes guts and a lot of support to come through the other side and still remain sane.

I can't say i love my boobs anymore (hate the gravity problem)  but they are mine and define who i am, if that makes any sense.

I know i have a lot to come yet and with all this support from this wonderful site i know i will be fine. My daughter  comes with me to the appointments as there is no way i would do it alone.  Last week she would not really discuss it and would brush everything off. Now she is really starting to come to terms with it all  and support everything i say and discuss with her which is great. One of my boys is very similar, although i don't think males  understand the emotional side of this but hey that's ok.  My  older boy refuses to acknowledge it at all.

My daughter  has said if i need to have new boobs then she also will get new boobs with me. She cant have a mother with better looking boobs. (she is 25 with 2 young bubs)  My  mum keeps coming up with all these heal cancer remedies, god love her. (i am really over eating and drinking lemon though)  I know i will be fine, and hope this is all just a warning and everything will turn out for the best.

I will go and read  through more of your journey so far , chin up you will be fine on Friday.

cheers Jo xx

PS cant find which one you are on facebook. If you like can you do  a friend request to me  Jo Perry (Baron)