I want this thing out of me now!

Thank you Deb for your reply.

You really are amazing, you are just out of hospital after  a mastectomy  and a hysterectomy and your still coming to terms with everything yourself but yet you offer this support to myself and others. There really are some beautiful people in this world. Thank you Debbie, I hope i can  get to be in a better state of mind like yourself and not let this Cancer rule my life like it is at the moment.

I did ordered the journal kit on the day i found out.  (15th July) but it hasn't arrived yet.

Appreciate the the tip on the PJ's . I would not have even thought of that.  I have suffered from major  depression from pain for about ten years now and are on pretty high medication. I don't know how i will go if i have to go off my meds for treatment ? Ideally  I would love to come of them but i guess this is not really the right  time.

I looked up to see about Jane McGrath breast  nurses over here in Perth and in my area. There is one so i will consider contacting her. I just feel i am being a little selfish if i approached anyone for help before i have even started treatment.  I maybe taking the care nurse away from someone who needs her more . I don't know.

Debbie i hope you are feeling ok and i hope everything goes well for you from now on. I really do appreciate the chat. I do think your a brave lady, all the best.

cheers Jo xx