I want this thing out of me now!

Hi Jo, you are so normal we all have these feelings of doubt and why me. the first initial diagnosis is just a blur with medical jargon. the only word that seems to stay in your head is i have cancer.

 you will have good days and bad days but as time goes on it seems to get easier somehow.      tho there are still ups and downs.Ive had surgery chemo and just finished radiation. each stage was scarey but as i look back now i made it, the best way i could.

 I was scared of this site at first but its a fantastic link to others going through exactly the same fears and doubts and we can all be a power of strenght for each other.

I know you must be scared waiting for results and to see the surgeon and im sorry to say there is a lot of waiting.But cry all you need to yell, scream, whinge,sook , but remember to laugh and love.

 there are so many of us out there that are going through what you are you are not alone. take care sending lots of good vibes your way annie xx