Hi @looeeze,
Just wanted to say that the grief part i experienced too. I felt initially gratitude that id been diagnosed and deep sadness at the loss of my life as i knew it, then i got angry. Eventually i slipped into a sort of acceptance and the i decided to do the best i could for myself. I started exercise medicine in the middle if chemo. I cant say i was ever a gym person before this but i do a gym workout several times a week and it helped so much. Dont give in to thinking you cant continue.
Im starting radiotherapy tomorrow and started back at work this week. I have ais to come but will deal with it as best possible and keep doing what will help me. No point worrying about stuff that hasnt happened yet. Im mildly concerned too but im in the mindset of squeezing as much of the life i want in.
Hope you can push forward and continue your lovely active life with relish.
Michele