I have very little self esteem

Hi Maryrose,

I wish I could refuse to go out with her but we all go together and my daughter gets upset if I don't go so I just rise above it because wild horses couldn't break Priya and I up and she knows that as bc has brought us closer than ever as a couple and a family excluding her but we are worried about Angelena right now she is my main focus, I took the authority out of her hands last night with Angelena as she was refusing to give her Nurofen and she had a temp of allmost 39 so I took the initiative as a mum as antibiotics aren't going to get a temp down but nurofen will I find it better than Panadol it works faster and her temp started to go down she wanted to wait till my hubby got home and I'm like hello I have a voice too and I can call the doctor as I wasn't told what was wrong with her or anything and they allways say a mum knows and reading a book to her made her so happy she's getting sick of her grandmother too, respect in her eyes is when you have to worship her and I don't do that so I know she'll never have any respect for me and I'm ok with that, I'm a very strong person now and my little family is what keeps me going and I have a large support network without the BCNA network I don't know how I would get through sometimes but I do because my inner strength and the support I recieve from people around me keep me strong. Sending you a cuddle, smile and positive vibes Anitaxx