I read your blog and am sorry to hear you had to go through so much and right on Christmas as well.I have a similar story to yours in that my breast cancer came back 7 years later in the same breast despite clear margins,full node clearance and radiation.I thought I was home and hosed after all that time. So in 2011 it was picked up on my routine mammogram.I had a mastectomy and then some chemo. Most of the time I whinged on this site about being bald but I managed to keep my sense of humour(not on really bad days).I'm about 21mths on now from the mastectomy.My hair is back and I've made lots of changes to my life. I haven't got confidence in my health just yet but that takes time.It's a real kick in the guts when you get it a second time so I really feel for you.This is truly a great site to come to - lots of info and support or just to vent. Hope you'll blog again,take care.
Tonya xx