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Hello lovely,  Just popped on to say that it's  completely normal to have down days.  The fact that you have just had the diagnosis, major surgery,  anaesthetic, and you are now healing - this is all within an extremely short time span.   Add to that everything else with partner,  kids etc no wonder your having a down moment.  Use this time to do some tear duct spring cleaning,  have a sobbing good cry,  have a rant at the unfairness of the whole thing and totally get it out of your system.  Doesn't mean you can't have a cry again at another  point but it's a huge stress relief.  I remember telling one lady if it made her feel better to have a tantrum to go for it  - the full throw the body on the floor  and kick the arms and legs kind  ;) But put a couple of pillows down first. Big big hug.  You're actually doing brilliantly.  Xx Cath