ELmumof2....Your ill your partner is ill .You should be happy? HUH You are lucky to have support but what is happening to you and your family is incredibly unfair..
Of course you feel alone. How many of your friends and familyare going through what you have to do. You have landed in another world. It will get better but this is not a fun place to be. Your children will love you no matter what.
Whats there to like? The only thing truly positive is the treatment your getting will allow you to be with your family for many many many many years to come. lots ol love