I was fine with my diagnosis, scared, worried and everything else but the rushing to get me to hospital for the left breast mastectomy didn't give me time to think. Then straight to chemo. During chemo I had to renew my licence and was filling out the form when it came to the question "what is your hair colour". Well I didn't have any hair did I? Chemo had taken it quite early. I remember that question and bursting into uncontrollable tears for quite a while. My husband was quite worried about me until I finally thrust the form at him. He just quietly filled out blonde, my former colour and the colour of my wig.
Anything can make you cry and it is usually something as silly as my question or a bouncy young thing selling pink things!!