I don't know how to deal with this

Hi Jessica, Thank you for your post. I certainly was knocked for a six with my diagnosis. I am feeling more periods of calm as time goes on but the fear still sneaks in. The drugs don't help either. Such an emotional roller coaster. It's great that you have such a rational daughter to keep you in check. If you are like me then rational moments are few and far between on this journey. Where abouts are you Jessica? Have you started treatment as yet? Mandyxx