I don't know how to deal with this

Hi ladies

I am feeling a bit more positive today after spending the day with my two beautiful brothers and their gorgeous families. I am so very blessed to have so many loving people around me. I have also joined a facebook site called Young Pink Sisters for those of us under 50 with breast cancer, Many women on there have had similar or worse stories than mine, as have some of you. I am so sad that this disease affects so many beautiful women (and men) and their families. God willing a cure is found soon. It is such a tragedy.

I am ready to start treatment but I still don't know if I am ready to hear scan results just yet so I will talk to the oncologist first. 

Robyn I live on the Gold Coast, having been originally from Tasmania and then lived in Melbourne for 10 years. 

I have decided that I am NOT going to be a statistic and die, as I have too much to live for. I'm sure this journey is going to suck but cancer will not take me away from those I love!!!!

Thank you to all of you who are supporting me, and all the other women like me, travelling this very scary and sometimes very lonely journey of breast cancer, I vow to support others too when I can say I am cancer free!!!

Much love xxxx