I don't know how to deal with this

I have had two triple negative diagnoses. Eighteen months apart. Same breast. Both were 3cm in size. First one also had a positive node, however other 6 clear and eight more after recurrence and , Mastectomy clear. I am now four and half years from initial diagnosis and just over two years from 2nd diagnosis. Admittedly I have done chemo twice and radiation once which was not the easiest thing in the world, but doable. Here I am nearly 4 1/2 years from initial diagnosis and so far all scans remain clear. I know it's hard, however the results of the scans, which hopefully will be clear will help determine what treatment you need. The girls on this site are here for you. Hang in there Sending you a big hug xxxx Paula :)