I don't believe it!!

Hi Helen,  I hear everything you say.  You have been through a lot and I can "hear" that you are "learning lots" about yourself and life along this journey.  My Pink Sister friends told me that it takes 2 good years after you finish chemo to feel "like your old self" again.  And this is if you haven't had any challenges along the way.  Every time I did /do too much and felt/feel horrible I remember this  We are so eager to get back to where we were before BC that we forget to "Go with the flow" of things.  I have learnt so much and now heed my body.  I too gave up work after this second diagnosis and also moved house after 23 years of living in the other house (yes Tonya and I are twins).  I have totally embarked on being well.  I go to a Life Coach, Keneisologist, Chiropractor and Lymphatic massage on a regular basis.  I take concentrated herb supplements, relax as much as I can and avoid anything or anyone negative.  If I can't fully avoid negativity I have strategies to "get me through it".  I only read books about people who have achieved amazing feats.I continually remind myself to "think" and act in the only way that works - with LOVE and CARING.  It has taken me a long time to get to this point.  I am loving it.  I no longer REACT to others I RESPOND in a loving and caring manner.  It is really working for me.  Rest up Pink Sister - you owe it to yourself. XLeonie