I don't believe it!!

Oh you poor darl,that's awful to think you are back in hospital.I am so sorry for you.Don't blame yourself because this can happen whether you are lying on a couch or working gung ho.I think we are so intent on getting back to "normal"as if to prove to ourselves that the cancer has gone. I know I don't have the same energy I had before chemo.I have to take extra drugs to counteract the Tamoxifen side effects and I feel tired alot of the time. Just when we get abit of confidence and climb back on our perch,something comes along to knock us off. I have to go for tests this week because I've had some spotting(3 years post menopause).I've started thinking that it would just be my luck  to be the one in whatever to get uterine cancer. Not fair is it -we've done the hard yards and now just want to get on with our lives.I cringe when I think of all those horrible tests you've had to endure - especially the lumbar puncture,ouch!!!! I hope you are out of hospital soon and return to a slower pace but doing more enjoyable things for you. After I had been back at work for a year after chemo,I just snapped one day and decided to leave my job of 16yrs and sell my house of 23yrs.I couldn't be happier! I'm not saying do the same but sometimes we need to make changes in order to enjoy  life more.I hope you find your balance and get your health back soon Helen.Love and hugs to you tonight- Tonya xxx