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Hey tn

I am so sorry you are feeling so down.  Have you spoken with your medical team about how you are feeling as they may be able to offer some advice.  Alternatively just give Cancer Council a call on 131120 and have a chat with someone there.  They may be able to help.

Try and get out in the fresh air, even just to sit for a while.  Try and go for just short walks even around the outside of the house.  Any roses near you stop and take in their beautiful perfume, it can be amazing what it can do.

Your life will return to normal, I promise but you need to pick yourself up and carry on and get through this and look to the future with hope in your heart.  The end of the tunnel is there you just have to keep looking.

You will be very tired from what you have been through and what you are going through.  That is very very normal so don't beat yourself up over that.  Go with it for now but look towards your rads being over and getting that "normal" back. It is out there and you will find it.

Lots of love always, Mich xoxoxo