Thank you@kezmusc. I guess I have been so looking forward to the taxol being out of my system (and terrified that there will be cancer cells that are also looking forward to the taxol being out of my system) and now I am impatient to feel better. I have a short window before the tamoxifen starts and I just want to feel like myself before it wrecks me again.
I have come out the other side of chemo in pretty good shape really; I grieve for the body I had before I poisoned it, but, still, it held up well. My head is struggling more than my body I think. It physically feels yuk, a fog, headache that isn’t an ache, inability to cope with anything other than what is totally necessary. Weird really.
It’s good to know what others have felt and reassurance to know there is life ahead. What would help with getting through the tamoxifen side effects do you think? Aside from truck loads of KY 🥴