Sorry I missed this post when you were needing support.
I hope the surgery is going well and you are just opening your eyes now and breathing a sigh of pure relief.
I am not a fan of crying although if I let myself go I don't feel I could stop. My belief is unless its in a healing grief or something, it releases negative stuff in to your blood which is not conducive to getting over stress. Plus there is the added draw back that its jolly hard to breathe through your nose when crying.
I figure God wouldn't let this happen to me if he wasn't confident I could cope with it. Who knows what his great plan is but sooner or later I figure he will let me in on it.
My surgery is on Monday. Apart from being packed for the hospital and doing the fasting thing I will just be quiet and still and wait some more. Its a bit like child birth really, there's only one way that baby is going to come and that's either surgery or labour lol.
Unfortunately you don't get to take a little bundle of joy home but you do get to leave the dirty rotten nasty cancer behind which just HAS to be a major bonus!
