Hi Carolyn,
Thanks so much for your reply. It is good to hear from someone with similar experience.
I am off all meds now. I believe it would be a very bad thing to be on arimidex with functioning ovaries....
My onc put me on tamoxifen after I finished the 5 years of zoladex/arimidex because the research says that 10 years of tamoxifen is better than 5....you'd have to be joking!. I couldnt tolerate the tamoxifen so stopped with my oncologist's blessing. She thought quality of life was very important and acknowledged that I had really done a marathon with optimal trearment and that losing a little weight would probably be much more beneficial. I have low CYP2D6 activity and hence was on arimidex/zoladex instead of tamoxifen, though none of the CYP2D6 concerns has been proven.
ANYWAY, just writing to this forum was cathartic and I began to forgive my poor little ovaries for causing a stink as, after all, it wasn't their fault that they have been obliterated for 7 years and are struggling to behave!!!!!!! I am being impatient because I took 3 months leave from work to have a break and i am spending it lethargic and foggy. But I am being a bit more positive as it is quite wonderful that the body is returning even if misfiriing a bit. I took a small dose of guarana/gingko/ginseng today and felt really normal so may continue to if i dont find it is unwise. I actually felt awake and can almost face my tax return!! I actually cleaned the bathroom, walked the dog, walked me (my little dog's legs are too short to keep up on my walk), repotted the cherry tree, went shopping. I read that research shows that gingko, Ritalin and prozac have helped chemo brain. They have shown brain PET changes.
It has forced me to eat better, take fish oils, antioxidants, Vit D, multivitamins, gentle exercise so that has to be a good thing. I saw an endocrinologist who ran every test found nothing wrong with me....fantastic.
I look well and everyone I know thought I was "over" breast cancer 6 years. They have not understood that the hormone stuff has knocked me around for 5 years..... so I feel a "whinger" for saying I dont feel great....and hormones are invisible so I must be great!
Thanks for your reply. I lurked around the bcaus forums when i was first diagnosed. They were a life saver. It will probably be haunting to go back and see my profile.
I would have liked to have spoken to a survivor of 5 year hormone suppressor/blocker....ie me.
See you and best wishes,
Michelle