Yeah bad dream I can relate to that at the start. You have gone through so much so quickly and your still trying to get your head around. You have cancer.
Strange as it may seem but you will find new routines or ways of doing things and start living through the treatment. I think it's hard but simpler when you have kids because you just have to do it. It maybe your more tired like me than some because you don't get to say I'm to tired I'll go to bed whenever you need too.
Pace yourself as much as you can.
I found pop corn a blanket and extra movies are worth it. So I could be with the kids even if I was not up to much playing. Jelly for you is good and the kids generally like it.
Even before or afternoon care at the school the week of chemo. It's all about getting through it. X