Hi Viv
You are doing sooo well with your treatment, you should be very proud of yourself. I know what you mean by being 'embarrassed' as I told my oncologist and surgeon that I was suffering from 'treatment guilt' as during my 6mths of chemo (after bilateral mastectomy) I was not sick once, my bloods were stable, not hospitalised at all and would have my chemo on a Monday and be back at work on Wednesday. I have now been on tamoxifen for 2 months and do not have a single side effect so far.
So I say keep going strong, I am now 3 months out of chemo, have so much energy and even started jogging now. Am also joining dragons abreast next month.
Take care
Fiona