@"Kiwi Angel"
Yep, f*cking cancer f*cking sucks - as do all the side effects and everything we hate about it!
I am SO sorry you are feeling so crook & so down .... I stopped counting the number of times I dropped my bundle & I haven't had half of what you've had. Just know that we are here for you .... and rooting for you to get thru this. Sleep/rest is nature's way of getting us thru some of the rough stuff ..... so don't feel guilty if you DO have a few days in bed (or as many as you need!) - or just resting up ....
Just now, your body is running circles 'inside itself' to deal with all the stuff you are going thru - so there isn't any energy left for 'other stuff' - so just try & take it easy .... make haste slowly .... do what you've gotta do to get thru this speed bump
Take care, my friend ... thinking of you big time xxx Big Hugs coming your way xx