Welcome Shani, sounds like you had a terrible first round with chemo but your attitude is fantastic and yes....YOU CAN DO THIS! It's not all doom and gloom. You will have yucky moments and then feel on top of the world. Make the most of the good moments when you can. I had docetaxel (3 treatments of that) and it is nasty but I found that it kept me down for about 3-4 days tops then I was ok. My body really started to adjust to it and I just worked around treatment day and days 3 to 5 in the cycle. Good luck Shani, you will find many wonderful, insightful and uplifting friends here xx Lisa